[color=#400000]Cocky, Sassy, Seductive those were a few things that embodied this angel when time was starting. Roaming the lands, finding the thrill in bringing the humans to the dark side, making them turn their back on God just like he had turn his back on me. During my wanderings alone, I ended up in this small piece of land the locals called Remembrance. A place I grew to love seeing all the evil that runs rampant thru it all and seeing the despair on others faces. But little did I know that in this place I would find so much and a place to belong.

One night I came across one very particular human, he wasn’t like all the others. He already had the darkness in him, but I was impressed with how he would stay strong against all the evil around him, and his name was Tod. I watched him, teased him and eventually respected him. He and his brother Love made a formidable team, defending their family the rejects against all the evils that were out there. Thru them I learned how to care and have faith once more. Embraced by their small family, I became one of there protectors. Side by side the three of us watched this small little group grow.

Time passed and what was once filled with hate and chaos, was now filled with love, faith and compassion. This was so not what I expected....me a fallen being redeemed in the eyes of God and welcomed back into his embrace. This did not sit well with my darker side which lay dormant inside me for a long time that is until I was betrayed by a vampire I grew to love and wedded. That was more than enough for me to turn my back on God once more and embraced the chaos. Back to my darker self I came back to the small family that had taken me in. Along my brother’s side, I took my revenge out on everyone and everything.

Years passed and the chaotic cycle continued. Us versus them. Only remaining true friends with a few that always had our backs, and in a way agreed with our views. All was right in my world, with chaos everywhere that is until one fateful night. During a walk one night I ran across an old sister and friend in a wooded area. She was not her self; I could see she was lost. I tried to help her out but within her confusion, she called me by my brother's Love name and attacked me. I tried to defend myself, but it was too late. She did not realize until I lay on the ground dead that she realized what she had done. As she ran away I could see everything that was going on.

In a way all my bad deeds came up to haunt me, since I could not ascend I was doomed to roam the land as a spirit. And so I did, I walked the streets only giving advice to people’s subconscious, toying with their minds. That is until I was brought forth to an old enemy, Gabriel Daggers. Using his demon powers he brought me back from the nothingness to this world, though not as my angelic self but as a vampire. Ironic isn’t it, the thing that I had fought so hard over all the years, is the thing that I became and grew into. Not having any recollection of my previous life, I stayed with his family until I regained my memory. At that time I returned with the Rejects, continued on with our fight but this time it was different.

I was not the same fallen angel who didn’t care about anyone but my family, but now a vampire who surprisingly enough was more compassionate than before. I was still loyal to my family and my two brothers, but it was not the same. I did not view everything as black and white anymore, our way or their way mentality. I saw several layers of grey now in peoples actions. Maybe it was my experience being in a different family, or coming back from the dead that changed me. But this second time around being with the group I had cared for all those years, I felt so out of place. My loyalties only lay solely with my brother Love, Tod and his wife Lady. I cared dearly for a few in the family, and others I felt disillusioned by.

I retreated into myself, staying away from everyone and everything except for a few. During that time something did happen to me, something that I had given up on due to my last experience. I ended up falling for another vampire, none the less. But this time it was different, Gohst and I took it slow and let it just grow naturally.

Who would have ever guessed that I would marry again, and have a family none the less? How do you ask was I able to carry a child, don’t ever underestimate the power of chaos. Just because I was different, did not mean I had ever turned my back on that which had been constant with me. The darkness, the chaos and all its glory granted us our son Dawson.

Now having my own small family, I left all that I new before and just vowed to defend only the people I care for, regardless of whatever family they are in. I know it drives people crazy at times, when they see the new me talking with someone that was my enemy once before….Who ever said I was logical or even normal *grins*

Time Passed, Gohst and I drifted apart. Our children grew and went their own seperate ways which is the cycle of life. During the time of the destruction of Remembrance my body was caught in the blast Amber was dead. I was taken from this plane for a long time that is untill I was brought back. I awoke in a new body with a new name Perla Dreadlow. Everything was so different yet the same. I was still the same smart mouth sassy person from before but with new insites. I found out that my father is Otis, an old priest turned demon and my mother a kitty he had met.

I roamed the lands till I cought up with Lexxx Destiny, a brother of old and now my nephew thanks to Love and Ladydragon. With him I was able to learn my skills with this new body. My thirst for chaos and fighting still runs thru my veins as well as my old fallen ways. But I am more compasionate now when needed and a bit more respectful even....must be those darn kitty tendencies. Now with a weakness for catnip and tequila...I have taken over the protection of my niece Jules and joined her and others in our group the Elementals.